On Saturday's, I usually teach college.  But still a week left of summer break.  Thus, I usually don't swim.  So I got dressed in my gym gear and headed out to do my panniculus curriculum.  I did two sets of each.  I don't feel sexy.  I don't feel anything.  I just feel a sense that I need to do this but I don't know how I can continue alone, with just my theory and a dream to go on.